20th month

Firstly, HAPPY 1 YEAR AND 8 MONTHS BABYLOVE. I love you so much and I'll always will. Well, I hope our plan to get engage this July will move on smoothly. I was so happy last Tuesday whereby baby called me early in the morning when I was working telling me that his mom just reached his house. When I asked him why he went out to work late, he said that he was talking to his mom about something important. So I was eager to know about it and asked him what's about it. He started answering me, "Alaaaa.. I ckp la I nk tunang dgn u..". Alahaaaaaaai! Wa tkle angkat babe! Actually I'm having my major mood swing that morning but after baby said that to me, I was smiling as wide as I ever smiled before. I was so happy that I didn't know how to describe it here. Hehehehe!

Actually, last weekend, the plan was to go ice skating or camping together with baby. But we didn't go. Instead, we went around any jewelry shop that we past by and browse through rings. Omg! After so much browsing, I was so attracted to a particular pair of rings from TianPo. The storyline about that ring was so sweet! Really. I almost cried upon hearing it from the promotor of that ring. Its a soulmate ring you see. Its ONE stone that they found billions of years ago under the grounds of the earth and they break it into TWO stones. Cut and polished it to become DIAMONDS. That two diamonds was placed in each ring respectively. It was so sweet to try them on. It looked really beautiful when I put my hands closed to baby's. I really really want that ring siaa! If not for my engagement ring then maybe for my wedding ring. Hehe. Its not only special about its storyline but seriously, its really beautiful if you see it with your own eyes.
The promotor even said that when each couple wore that ring and when they're far apart from each other, when one's looked at the ring, they'll feel that the other one's right beside closed to them because the diamonds was born as one since the beginning of time. AWWWWWWW! Haha.

I've planned and calculated everything for my engagement day and WTF? I really need a fucking job as soon as possible. Just by helping mama, I won't be able to save that certain amount of money especially when there's 1 month of school holiday. I'll never earn a single cent just for that month. So currently, I'm looking for a decent job just to make everything work out well. If everything is confirmed, I'll definitely send out invitation cards to you people. Insya-Allah. If not, maybe a few months later after July. Hehe.

Starting from today, its already holidays. So, I'll be not working for the time being. But, I'll be starting to work my butt up for finding new jobs. Anybody have any recommendations? Please tell me if you do.

For now, I'm so happy that I found baby cause he's just my happy pills. I can always depend on him anytime I want. You people should envy us but don't let your jealousy ruin everything. (sape yg mkn chilli, terasela pedas nye okaaaaaay).
Ohhh god, I love my boyfriend so much!

Anyway, I just went for my driving practical for three times but my driving instructor has already asked me to book for my TP test? Omg! So sexiting. And since yesterday's practical was canceled, I managed to book my TP and it'll be on the 19th of May. I really hope that I do well for my test and pass once! Pray for me people! Yayyy!

Anyway, it saddens me when I think about how long since I last went partying with girlfriends. Its been 4 months since I last went to club so wonder when will be the next time I get to party again. Eversince baby stated working as a driver, we hardly drink anymore. Well, its a good sign of course but sometimes, I need my own entertainment right. Shall go clubbing soon!