Super SADDDDDDDDDDD

shit has happen to me today. i mean i broke my laptop's screen and it sucks. why am i so clumsy? why god made me to be a clumsy girl? i really hate it when this happened to me. shit man. now i can't use my laptop because i can only see a small part of my screen. fuck la. now i am using my sister's laptop and i am taking care of it properly. its true when baby said that i am very clumsy. urghhhh! fuck siaaaa.. the moment i saw my laptop screen cracked, i was jammed and frustrated. i cannot take it then lighted a stick of cigarette, sat in the living room and stoned.

now i really don't know what to do. i lost my mood on everything. haixxxx. this id so sad for me sia. its my only source of entertainment when i am at home. FUCK LA!

i already got a job as a receptionist and i think my first salary i'll pay all my bills. and then buy a new laptop. oh my god, i really can't get over this. even when i am typing this, my mind kept on flashing on my cracked laptop screen.

anyway, last saturday went to Zouk with baby, and his two younger sister Ayu and Eka. baby just have to spoil everything. this is my first time going clubbing and went home before 2am. ahaha. pictures were taken and i uploaded them in facebook already. can't upload it here because, yea, the scareen thingy again. FUCKKKKK! i guess i'll not be updating for a while. i am sorry people. please understand.

i wish i could update pictures here sia. why must this happen?! urgh! spoilt my mood! damn shiiiiiiit la cb! really angry siaaaaaa.