I love TODAY. But not that much.

LOVEY & DOVEY
This is when their still a baby



This is when they dah older a bit


i am so sad that baby's gonna let lovey and dovey go soon. haixx. i can't bear to see them go. baby tried to let them go a few times. they will "meow meow" outside the door. when baby's asleep, i'll open the door and let them in. they will rush to me and that's so making me cry. hehhhs. but this time, baby's gonna let them go for real. i am super sad and this is heartbreaking. i told baby that if he wanna let them go, make sure i am not home. and i know, i'll cry when one day i open the door to enter, there aren't any cute living thing running to my legs. awwwww. )':

on the other hand, i am happy! very happy! hehe. i need money now and so i wanted to ask mama for it but i don't wanna hear her naggingsss so i message papa just now and said i wanna borrow $100. so happy that he just message me "ok. wait at night i transfer you. i am working now." wahhhhhhhh! so happy! then he called me a few hours later and asked me for what i want the money. then i said that i wanna buy ZoukOut ticket, wanna buy new bikini, slipper and dress. HAHAHA. he then talked about my handphone bill. the previous month was $106 and the recent one was $146. i was supposed to give him the money to pay my bills but he said, "nevermind la. this time i pay for you your bill". WAHHHHHHH! MORE HAPPY SIAAAA! i am such a spoilt brat i know. if i were to ask mama for money, she'll nag nag nag first, then give.

tomorrow i'll be going Zouk. unfortunately, without baby. it will be such a boring night! but i'll try to make myself happy. maybe find a solution. i really want him to go then to sit at home, sleep while waiting for me. nevermind, tomorrow, i pujuk him to go, again. hehhhhs. i am gonna buy my ZoukOut ticket tomorrow night as well! whooooohoooo! can't get my hands on the ticket. i hope it'll be more happening then last year even if last year is already fucking damn happening. AHAH.

i really miss baby so much. for the whole day today, we didn't meet cause he have to work. and after work, he went kranji for horse racing. boringggggg. he should have ask me to go there with him. at least i can control him on betting so much. damn my stupid boy! so geraaaaam! ahaha.

OMG. i can't wait to meet the rest tomorrow. Lets Party People!