12 September 2009

Another celebration


Firstly,
HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY TO ABANG!

May your wishes and dreams come through! hope you have a great day ahead! i love you so much and see you tomorrow when you're back from work! *HUGSS!*



Secondly,
HAPPY 14TH MONTHSARY TO BABY!

Forever and always, MAY WE LAST till eternity and beyond. i can't wait to see you tomorrow darling. i love you so much and i am proud that we've made it this far! *HUGS & KISSES!*

Lastly, today was quite a bad day for me. i don't know why but somehow things were not right. Try not to talk about it alright.
so, after i finished work just now, i went home straight. actually, i supposed to join my work friends to city plaza and breakfast at Arnold but i cancelled because i already called mama early in the afternoon and asked her what she's cooking. so i didn't wanna disappoint her and i went home and eat. actually, again, i am supposed to meet Darling Isma but she didn't respond to my messages and calls so i assumed that she's busy.

when i reached home from work just now, i slept and i had a really bad dream. i had nightmares in the day! HAHAHHA. i have no idea but its really scary. kakak then woke me up at 7pm to breakfast. from the time i breakfast till now, thats the last time i got baby's message. i called and messaged him several times but no response too. hmmm.. i am so worried right now, and i can't sleep. now thats my problem! urghh!

Baby, where are you? I don't understand why you always have to do this to me. why you always forget about me whereas you said that i am your first priority. Why didn't you reply to my messages and answer to my calls? Do you know that i am fucking worried about you and i didn't wanna call you continuously as i don't wanna be an irritating bitch? Please baby, you've done this a hell lot of time. And what you said was just sorry and you do it again and again. But its okay, i just hope you'll tell me the truth cause i hate liars. Anyway darling, wherever you are, whatever you do, please take good care of yourself. I still know that deep down inside you, i am still in your heart and mind. I just wanna say that i love you so much and i miss you too much! Thought of going to your place just now but what's the use when you're not home. Well, there'll still be tomorrow right darling? I can't wait to see you dear. Happy 14th Monthsary Baby! I love you and i hope you didn't forget our precious day like how you did last month but indeed, i assumed you forgot again. :{
Call me soon baby. *LOVESS*

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