no breeding

wel.. my last post i said that my baby was missing for 9 hours right?
so guess where he go..?
hmmm..
i am too sad to type it here but i will..
urghhh! this is so hard.
well.. he went to meet his ex at ang mo kio when he said that he went to meet his cousin. urghhh! i am so angry with his ex and i really wanna tell her off. but i am just goona be cool and relax. the next time i know about this, i'll fuck her off my baby's life. and i'll make sure she's gonna regret her whole entire life. awwwws.. how bad can i be. HAHA. but who the fuck care? she doesn't respect my relationship at all. when i haven't go on with baby, i still respect their relationship and at least I DID help baby to reply her messages in a nice way. i even told baby to stay claim and don't jump into conclusion. i respect their relationship pretty well and this is what i get in return?? commom girl!! my baby is trying to forgoet about you and you still have a cheek to disturb him?? walioaaa. just move on with your life with your new boyfriend la! and some more, you wanna say bad things about me? ouh god.. are you trying to bad mouth me or what? haiye.. please la.. before i get angry and turn into a devilish girl, i suggest you better stop what you're doing. my baby is trying to avoid you for god sake! get out of his life. and people, you wanna know why i type this crap here? welllll.. its just because that girl said that she read my blog. urghh.. i hope she read this post and just fuck off.

what makes me pissed off with baby is that he told me that he kissed and hugged her. walioaaaa.. just imagine he's in my situation? i bet he's gonna be crazy. but what the fuck. i give face to him. i just keep quiet i think that maybe he hugged and kissed her because that was the last time they will be going to meet. well, I HOPE SO. and! he even bought for his ex a pooh bear that cost over $30. fucks! and you wanna know why he buy that for her?? haha. its because, that girl said, "dah lama awak tak belikan saye bende sey." URGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i am so angryyyyyy!!!

relax shira.. ini semua adalah cobaan dan dugaan dalam percintaan. alamakkkk.. ape pulak aku berbual niee.. HAHAHA.

lastly, baby promised me not to do this again. and i hope he mean what he said. i really love him alot and i don't wanna lose him to another girl. i am a completely different person when i am with him. its like NOT ME. i am the one who's been very very very patient here, give in alooooooooooooot and sacrificed my ass off. this is not me in the past. i just want him to appreciate me and yes, i am p[roud of myself that i changed.

i'll stop here because i am in school. HAHA. take care people!