suppp people.. since i deleted iqul's pictures from my friendster and put my own picture, many people viewed me. i feel so hmmmmm.. so like what i am in the past. but.. wtf? i can't seems to add guys i don't know like i used to. hahaha! hmmm.. nevermind la.. shira is a changed girl.. she never add guys la. she wait for guys add her. hmmm.. this few days, i've been spending beautiful times with friends in school. like Halimah, Rochelle, Amanda and Jonny! fucking hell great peeps. i've been laughing my ass off siak! like never laugh before!! HAHAHA.. seriously, school's great!!! now, i've found a new girlfriend. HALIMAH! hehe.
she's my part time baby laa.. maybe this saturday going clubbing with her!
yesssssa!!!! finally going clubbing after 2 years and 3 months never go!! fuhh!! confirm fun like fuck arg kan!! SEXXXX habez.. cool or what siak going back to my oldself. not seriously changed to my oldself laaa.. only the enjoy nye part!
anyway, its nice of papa to asked me about iqul. like terkejut gitu kan! iqul usually scared of my real dad. but he dosen't know that my dad love him too. walioaaa.. i also shocked sia! but like as if he cares. WTF?
and and and.. i told my mom the real story about me and iqul. she was not shock la.. cause my step dad perangai was like him also. HAHA. you know la. 21st july mah. SO KEPALE BATU AND EGO. but who cares, its their lives. if he hates me then what should i do? just go with the flow la even though i love him so much. so mama just ask me to sabar and have fun! when his ego go away already, he'll sit and think. cause i know he wanted this so much since the day i knew him. when he said he kenal kenal with the wrong girl. HAHAHA. so funny! and let him feel how it feels like when he do this to me. i know, if he does read this, he'll go "sialah!!! perasan sak nie pompan. sape yang nak die sak!" and i'll go.... sialah.. like as if i want you..(EGO ME) omg. shira so jahat. nolahhh.. this is the ego side of me cause i am hurt lor.. people running away from problem just like that without solving it. so immature freaks. no offence la kay iqul. we are still friends.
i chatted with iqul the other day i got to know that he threw away everything that kene mengene with me. aiyahhh.. should have tell him earlier not too. cause i can keep. mama was like asking me why i didn't take out iqul's picture all. like on my wall got his picture banyak gile, in the frames, my laptop, my wallet, my handphone and also my baby(bantal bushuk) still wears his tshirt and another tshirt buat tutup muke bile tido. and also the ring, it is still on my finger which engraved "iqul love ira" and "since 22'05'06".. alah.. i am just used to it lor. it doesn't disgust me at all laa. just make me miss him more. luckily i have more memories to keep then him. i am only sad that the bracelet eeyore he bought for me, lost. but nevermind la. he knows me well that i am careless.
and yes!!!! PROM NIGHT DAH STARTTTTT!!!! yayyy!! kak sha!! lets go girl!!! gonna have so much fun.. she's asking her memek along and i don't who to ajak. hmmmmm.. let me think..
ouhhhh!!! just now, i met my dearly girlfriends siak!!!!!!!!!!!!!! leha, zie, ain, ita, rohze!!!! afad, wan, isk, sarah joined too!!! FUCKING HELL GEREK SIAKKKK! all the way i tahan my tears. can't wait to meet them again!! meoooow meooooowwwww!!
i'll post all the pictures that i took the past few days sooooon okay. only when i get my handphone back!!
take care all!!!!
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